Searching, still restless, but not unhappy.

Searching, still restless, but not unhappy.

I was more than hesitant to abandon (not fully!) my Xanga and move on to a new blog host. However, this seemed more appealing to me and it was rather simplistic. I would have toyed around with my Xanga layout, but I'd rather not change Bianca's exclusive touch. But that is besides the point.

Change. The inevitable. Coming from a girl who has been consuming a tuna sandwich and a bottle of Izze for lunch everyday in the past year, it is the last thing I want. Maybe I just feel overwhelmed. Everything is moving so fast around me. People are changing. What is suppose to be the next step of my life will be starting in the next couple of months. But up to this point, I feel like I haven't quite accomplished everything I wanted during high school yet. Still trying to get it right.

I would first like to start with my attitude. Within the last several days, I saw a close friend not acting quite like themselves. It created a rather sullen aura. It was then when I saw a little bit of myself in this person. By being pessimistic, more or less, I'm tainting others around me. For that, I apologize. Like I said....still trying to get it right.

On that brighter note, I'm still trying to achieve that A in humanities. My life will probably be complete, haha. Hopefully by the end of my current work shift, I will be the master of Gothic and Romanesque cathedrals and the beauty that is medieval architecture.