Is there life after Twilight?

Is there life after Twilight?

I'm feeling a little dead on the inside.

I don't know if it's because I woke up 4 hours earlier than usual today or whether it was the pretzel sticks at Auntie Anne's that is making my stomach turn. When you're so hungry that you begin to feel like your stomach is eating itself, pretzels aren't the least bit satiating. If it wasn't for Tiffany's cousin dinner tonight, we probably would have consumed a real meal and thus having not to feel this way.

Unfortunately, as much as I'd to think it is the source of my problem right now.. I can't say it is fully.

During my little rendezvous today, I exchanged Sophie's New Moon for Breaking Dawn. It hit me that I was nearly ending what is described to be the "best of the Twilight series" and that much closer to ending the series itself. Initially, the series was just something to fill my time..but then it started to escalate into this little mini adventure while confined in my room when it was blizzarding outside. The books has always been "shmeh" for me, but then I had a pathetic dream 2 nights ago that put everything in a whole new perspective. I don't want to go into details because I hardly remember them, but I knew what it felt like to be hunted and dare I say... to be in Edward's presence. Just that one small dream made me view the book differently.

What I'm trying to say is, it's kind of like the feeling where you complete the whole Harry Potter series and then you say to yourself, "what now?" Anyway, I'm sure I'll get over that in a day because I've got so many new novels ahead of me that I purchased! And yes, I like to read for fun.

On top of this feeling, just as I began to be mobile again, I realize school starts in exactly a week! My brain shuts down over break and I lose track of days. I haven't even seen half the people I wanted to see within this time frame. I guess time for myself has been the greatest gift. I love being alone a lot of the times and I cannot get that with my beezy of a room mate. By the way, anyone want to replace her? (:

Notable AIM moment #4 , If Duy does really nice things like moving me up to number 1 on his top 5236 on MySpace, he should be drunk more often.