all the not single ladies

all the not single ladies

Well... only the ones I care about. Actually just two in particular. Here is what I don't understand: why do girls continue to be in unhealthy relationships, knowing that it is unhealthy, that are only detrimental towards oneself and strips a person of their dignity?? I hear more of the bad stuff about your boyfriends than the praise they should be getting if only they were treating you right. Come to think of it, I have NEVER heard you say anything good about your boyfriend except for the fact that he has pretty eyes. If I didn't know any better, I could've sworn that you're dating your dad -- except your dad isn't even that controlling.

It angers me as much as it angers you. Whenever you have a disgruntled look on your face after communication via phone, it has start to become a second nature for me to say "what did he do now". It just shouldn't swing that way. (Not to mention it just gets super awkward when you guys argue) I'm not one to tell you what to do, but if I (along with the other 10 people) tell you to break up with someone multiple times, it's for your best interest. I feel like you're not even mentally present whenever I hang out with you, because you always have your phone in hand checking in, "asking for permission", with your boyfriend as if he were your parents. It's also quite offensive that he can't trust you hanging out with me in my own house. Even when we were on vacation, he restricted you from having fun. Now that he is two states away, he still is able to manage to control you like a marionette. It really pains me to see girls being so submissive, especially to undeserving guys. I still never get valid responses on why you stay committed. But all I wish for now is that they will eventually give you the same freedom that you generously give them. But I doubt that. I guess love really does conquer all.

I really didn't want to further that but I will end on a happy note.



So, story behind this was ...I was watching a YouTube video of an original song written by these two guys. I made note of this particular instrument one of the guys was playing. It was a miniature keyboard with a mouthpiece. It's also got an alternate long tubey mouthpiece that looks as if you could smoke from it. The sound was like an accordion meets keyboard and definitely looked like an offspring of a keytar. Amanda then proceeded to tell me that she had one of these things stowed away in her closet and had it since she was like 5 years old. Well, I started playing it and let me tell you, it was fucking magical. I asked her why, after knowing each other for 8 years, she hadn't told me of its awesome existence sooner. I suppose it's not something you'd casually bring up -- and I was also unaware of such an instrument until only 2 hours ago.



Though Amanda's wasn't as hip. It was much more ancient looking, brown, and yellowing.

So, just to explain the whole ''man voice'' thing to Mark....I was so overly excited when I was playing this that I wanted to play a tune to Sophie via Facebook video comment. I really do hate how those things are so public on the feeds!! Anyway, after I recorded the video, I played it naturally just to see how it looked. It kind of hit me like a freight train that I suddenly sounded like a gay man? Amanda told me she forgot to change her settings on the video camera (quite possibly the only thing Dells are good for. It's even got a setting for robot voice!) Anyway, I thought it was pretty funny so I just went with it.